Thursday, October 23, 2014
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Then I just realized that you just celebrated your anniversary together with that guy. Don't get me wrong, but if my math is good, around 3 years ago, we did actually just broke up?
I'm not mad at you for finding someone who could do better than i did, i dont blame you for finding your love one. We just didnt belong together. I'm actually glad you found someone, honestly.
I'm just disappointed that you turned the page so fast, as if the years we shared together never existed. As if it didn't mean anything to you. I am disappointed at myself for taking so long to turn the page, yes it took me that long to get over it. I've blamed myself for months, for years, that I fucked it up. I guess i was wrong. Your favorite quote "Things happen for a reason", now i know the real reason.
Things said, I hope that you are really happy now.
Sometimes, things you're not suppose to know about just appear out of nowhere.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Every time i think about it, every time i do something. This may sound selfish but, I do realise that I could have done that for myself. I could have spent that money for myself. I could have save it for myself. But its always too late.
I do not know if this has to change. Do i really have to change? make this drastic change. This part of me must be gone? Am I being selfish? Am i doing things right?
There's only a handful on people on this planet that i would do anything for them, like ANYTHING. But some i think get too much importance, i think i do give them too much. I try to give them the attention they need. Nothing wrong with them, its just me. i do care too much sometimes.
Will i be able to change this part of me?
My thoughts for today.
Things happen for a reason.
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
Friday, July 25, 2014
Thursday, July 24, 2014
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Monday, July 21, 2014
This is what I usually do, I always speak and pour out my heart before even thinking. Yes, it usually and always bites me in the ass. I shouldn't be doing that again, but what's done is done and I shouldn't regret any of it said.
I will take my time and give up on it soon.