Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Turning around

I have this issue, i think i could call it an issue... I tend to let my world revolve on one thing or one person..... I should stop doing that because most of the time, it starts hurting or boring. But someone, I can't stop myself, that's just me... Maybe it will change one day, hopefully.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


Freaking moody today, anything gets me pissed so easily today...

Geez >_______________>

Monday, November 12, 2012


Dear Jen "Mom" "Lil sis".

I'm glad we've met and thank you for everything you did for me.
You're a little shinning star that keeps growing as days pass by.
One of the most kind hearted people I've met, one of the most caring
And especially, one of the best friend anyone could wish for.
I wish we could celebrate this special day together with everyone.

I wish you all the best and success. You deserve everything.
Happy Birthday Jen =)

Keep smiling young woman and Life will keep smiling at you.

Your Son,

Much love mama 

PS: Already gave you your gift =p

Sunday, November 11, 2012


This is how I see love.

Love is passion, respect and happiness.It is a connection between two souls that is out of the norms.
It is a feeling you can't create, something out of control. We can't help who we fall for. It is one of the best feeling and emotion in life. The warmth of Love. I've felt it before and hopefully once again in the future. I've never had regrets falling for anyone, the happiest moments of my life. I wish it could go on, but things are the way they are =)

But in Love, we also find hurtful moments, betrayal and sadness. It can destroy one person in a second. It crushes you from the inside. You lose your everything and you obviously fall down.

So be strong and move on. Life is too short for regrets and we should all enjoy it. Love brings up the best memories in Life and that's the most important thing to remember. We all need the Love. No matter how hurt you were before, we all recover one day but it takes time. Build up from where you left and become a better person. Smile to Life and life will smile to you.

Friday, November 9, 2012


i don't know why i can't stop thinking about you... there is always something that makes me think of you =(

and sadly it doesn't change anything.


Just pics i found interesting

Thursday, November 8, 2012

On my mind.

There is some stuffs lately on my mind, and i don't know how to get rid of it.


Wednesday, November 7, 2012


Lately, i think I am feeling a bit moody resulting in me being cold.

I don't know what is bothering me, maybe its nothing.
Maybe I'm just tired

Lets hope i get to solve this fast. I hate this feelings

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Monday, November 5, 2012


"Sometimes, all we need is a Reason to go on."

Life is all about choices and decisions.
They are the Reason we live on, the reason we fight for what we think is better or great.
Life without a reason isn't meant to be lived.
So give yourself a reason to live, find the reason.
Because we all create our own future.

Thank you for giving me a Reason to live.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Friday, November 2, 2012


Goodbye Lil sis,
I never felt so close to a friend and im really sad your leaving.  I couldn't say goodbye properly to you and its eating my from the inside,  i have so much things on my mind that i felt i should have told you even you might already know them, so much emotions stuck into me.  I feel heavy and uneasy,  all i needed was some mins.  But you decided otherwise.  My heart aches.

So here i go,  you will miss me so much,  never felt this since i left the girls i liked before.  You were good to me and i cant thank you enough for it,  words aren't enough to thank you and i Thought a hug would do it.  Please take care of yourself since i wont be there to do so.  Tears are dropping and i can't stop then,  i didn't think it would actually happen.

Please be good and be good to others like you always are.  Also,  live up your dreams because you deserves whats good.  We had fun during your stay in MU and i won't forget any of them,  i will cherish those memories till i die.  I'm feeling so sad,  really. You're a sunshine, a shinning star and a good friend. Thank you for allowing me to live this adventure together with you.

I do respect your choice and i wish you all the best.  Come back to us safely, and lets keep in touch.  Thank you for some Positivity in life and for the sunlight.

This hug was important to me,  so ill keep it for next time hopefully. 
There is more things i could have said maybe but right now, i cant think properly.  Again,  i will miss you so much 'mama'.

hopefully this post will  help me.

-tear drops-
Much love,