I actually stopped driving to type this.
Lately, i feel that everything is different. I feel that im too far away from my so called best friends. I havent had a decent conversation with them lately. They are all busy, they all have a life i know that. But i just cant get myself to accept that the fact i dont get to talk to them. Two of which are really busy in real life and the one i wanna talk the most to, we just dont connect anymore. There is just this lack of communication, each time i try to talk to her. Its like I end up in a dead end. We used to talk all day long, now its like barely nothing. I miss them for sure, but i miss the special one more. I wish we could be what we were before.
Just my thoughts right now @ 9.24am