give up?

Should i give up? Should i keep trying? I am so confused right now.

I don't know what to do, its so blur.
I wish i could fix things but looks like it is not possible
You think i dont care but i really do.
Should i let go as you said? What if i don't want to?
Maybe i shouldn't give up and fight till the end.

We aren't going back to where we were but i feel like i should fight for whats left of us
I betrayed your trust and im really sorry for it
Mistakes were made and i can't fix them
I just wish you would accept my apologies for them

i really miss you and miss talking to you.